The first thing that they said, when I told my friend I...

The first thing that they said, when I told my friend I wanted to further my studies in Reading is: â€Å"even in Malaysia you haven’t finished your studies how come you want further studies in England? And suddenly my face became white as sheet and my heart seemed like to stop beating immediately†! How could my close friend really say â€Å"rude words† to me without caring for my feelings? After this happened to me, those really mean words kept playing on my mind. Sometimes I heard people whispering in my ear and it make me harder for me to get to sleep. In spite of this, if he knew what I felt would he feel guilty? Everyday before I went to sleep, I will cry until I fell asleep because those words kept playing on my mind. When I woke up, I felt†¦show more content†¦He’s the only one can makes me happy without thinking my problems. He knows everything about my problems, especially in FCE class. I told him I couldn’t get along with FCE. Each time on Thursday I refused to come to class because I hated my self. When it speaking time I will felt aversion and embarrassed to myself. I’m the only one can’t speak properly. Without further ado I changed my mind and whispered to myself â€Å"that’s you studying English† and sometimes I felt weary because always remind my mind these words. But a sense of inferiority and shyness still reoccur. One day on Friday, which is the tutorial time. I spoke to my teacher, Ruth. She seemed like knows what is my problem. After a few minutes we was talking about my problem, then she came out with the pulchritudinous ideas which is, she asked me to tried participate with activities outside the classroom, to read a lot of books, buy a grammar book (Raymond Murphy), and so many things she asked me to do it! So I took her challenges and I test the waters. The first things I did it is I read a lot of books, I studying grammar book by myself and showed to her my notes, I wrote a diary, I went to French class and the last thing I did is I go to music class which is cello class. Now she’s really happy with me because I’m totally changed and too many improving and exulted! Now I’m not looked sad or upset in class, but I still cant changed my bad attitude such as rather quiet andShow MoreRelatedMy Personal Experience : My Experience In Nursing School1068 Words   |  5 PagesThere are many things throughout life we all look back on and really can not understand how we made it through that time in our life. My hardest time would have been the period when I was in nursing school for me. 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